I’m tired of being fat and feeling badly about myself.

I want to be able to go out in public without feeling self-conscious about my belly rolls. I want to be able to shop in normal stores and not have to go to the top floor, way back in the dark corner of department stores in order to find a nice pair of pants. I want to feel like having my picture taken so that I can prove that I do exist. I want to feel confident in myself so I that I can move on and find a great job. I want to be healthy. I want to someday meet a man that I could marry. I want to feel proud of myself. I want to own a pair of jeans that don’t have distorted waistbands from being folded over all the time. I want to show off my legs. I want to wear a bathing suit again.